What Does it Mean to be Close to Someone

This one's going to be a little different. You see, I started a new job today. Now I have had a TON of jobs. It's actually a point of contention in my mind, and possibly my resume. Whenever I go to apply for a job I think to myself "How does my work history look to another person?" That's because I've put myself in so many shoes, and worn so many hats, that I don't know how to explain it.

I've worked in customer service, health care, several trades, manufacturing, gig work (self contracted), green houses, not for profits, and commercial food settings to name a few. Today however, I've found myself behind a bar. Maybe it's taboo to say a man of the Lord is slinging drinks and taking orders. But one thing I ain't, is scared to work. And I think I kind of like where I am today. It definitely makes for good writing.

Now, it should not surprise you that a 40 year old white man is hanging out and drinking a beer. One I've never had before at that. And no, I will not be drunk when I finish writing this. It's just one drink. But, I do suppose you'll wonder "how does that glorify God?" Well, dear readers, it doesn't. It doesn't glorify Him in a single way. But, I do.

So as I pour craft beer, mix cocktails, cook pub grub, take orders, serve meals, and bus tables, just remember. I'm human just like you. And as always, my service to the Lord is through my works. This website is one of them. And I offer it for free. Because I love writing and you just as much as I love myself and Christ Jesus. There is no delicate balance. God lets me run free. As long as our intentions remain true, it's truly up to me and you (it rhymes that way).

Freedom is so amazing. And there have been many a night I have asked myself "Is this really what the Lord wants. Is this what he asks of me?" But the truth is, it goes far beyond that. I have pondered and questioned his will on many occasions. I've never felt the calling to serve in the church. That's for people who choose obedience. My story is different. Obedience chose me. And those that chose it will be rewarded far more than I will on that day of reckoning.

I thank our heavenly Father every day for that. Because those shoes are filled by people with immense faith.

However, I think it's important to point out one thing. The Lord doesn't choose people for no reason. And that reason is me. "Why" you ask? Because that's just how gracious the Lord is. He chooses who ever he wants, when he wants, and that is that. Maybe I'm just the person he wants to delve deep into the human condition and write what I see. Maybe that's why He told me my blog needs to be free. Maybe that's why I'm compelled to tell the truth about my trials and tribulations for you all to see. I don't have all the answers. But I do seem to have a lot. Just for the record, it's because I'm always thinking.

When you are close to someone, especially God and Jesus, you just thank them for making it easy and do what they say. You have a say in things, but sometimes you know better than to question why you've been brought to your knees. And once you've been given the sign that it's time to get up and go forth, that's all there is. God will put you right where you need to be and it pays to pay attention. Remember, your return on investment usually comes in threes.

Now don't worry too much about me. I have my morals, ethics, and values right in front of me. And I'll be sharing them with all of my patrons. Trust me, I run a tight ship when I'm steering the vessel. And so does He. So I'm going to learn a few things, share my experiences, and keep these beer drinkers in line. I don't know exactly where it leads, but I do know it's in his hands. And those hands are the best place you can be.

Thanks for letting me tell you all about my new gig. And thanks for letting me talk about Jesus. It literally means the world to me. If it wasn't for the fact that some people can't handle moderation, we'd all be having a drink. And I can confidently tell you that a little wine never hurt anybody. And a little is all you need.