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Why do Challenges Arise at the Worst Time?
All I know is challenges arise at the least opportune times. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to declare a national emergency. Wait, that's not right. See I'm all discombobulated and perturbed tonight because of an unfortunate series of events. But it'll be alright. It always is. Once in a while the God Lord intends to test your strength and determination. He's apparently trying to see if I've got the mental fortitude and drive to take on what comes next. I'd say I did alri

The Torchbearer
Oct 21 min read
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What is Apathy?
Well, I guess it's time I address the elephant in the room. Why haven't I been writing? What happened to the blog posts? That elephant is massive and has a trunk full of excuses. And I'll admit right now that none of them are very acceptable. So, to make up for that I'd like to catch you up with where I'm at. After the catastrophic house fire, I felt completely deflated. Losing everything you own is a slow burn. I'll admit that it actually wasn't that hard to navigate in the

The Torchbearer
Sep 244 min read
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What Does it Take to Be a Man?
It takes a very special combination of ingredients to be a man. It isn't anything unordinary but the means by which they are acquired may be. It takes a little something special or circumstance and it really can't be rushed in any way. The makings of a man are grown, sown, cultivated, and found throughout ages. Times of growth and discovery. Nothing makes itself known to you until it's ready. A steady balance of careful consideration coupled with an innate ability to comprehe

The Torchbearer
May 314 min read
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Just Keep Doing What Works
I'm extremely saddened to report that I, the Torchbearer, have suffered a catastrophic loss today. I went to work for money and lost most...

The Torchbearer
Jul 5, 20252 min read
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What Does It Mean To Be Independent?
With Independence day quickly approaching this question seems paramount. You see, independence is the ability to stand on your own. And a...

The Torchbearer
Jul 1, 20253 min read
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What Motivates Me?
This is actually an answer to a question I overheard. I wasn't eavesdropping, I just have sensitive hearing I guess. Or maybe I was just meant to hear it. I guess that leads me right into my point. Motivation comes in a lot of forms. Being motivated by the wrong things are like poison. Sure, it may look appealing or even smell and taste sweet. But it's poison. Poison for your heart and soul. A toxic mix of chemicals your brain produces for doing the wrong things. And when tha

The Torchbearer
Jun 23, 20252 min read
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What Does it Mean to Be Hard?
That's a ridiculous amount of variables to be honest. No, we aren't talking about anyone's manhood when we ask this question. Though...

The Torchbearer
Jun 19, 20251 min read
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What Does it Mean to Get a Message Loud and Clear?
Well sometimes the universe conspires to tell you that certain people aren't up to speed and you may need to take a step back. It's not...

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Jun 10, 20251 min read
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Nothing Beats a Kindness
A kindness is anything you do without some kind of personal gain. Sure, it can feel good but that's the point. You aren't getting...

The Torchbearer
Jun 7, 20252 min read
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Just be Cool
I really don't know how to explain this one, and please don't be upset if I turn your world upside down. But being cool, in my...

The Torchbearer
Jun 7, 20252 min read
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How to Overcome Fear
I always like to remind myself that the point is to let your FAITH be bigger than your FEAR. No you won't always come out on top. But,...

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Jun 3, 20251 min read
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How the Lord Provides
When it comes to providing for people, our Lord is the best. Top dog, top dollar. It may not come in money per say. But it is the best...

The Torchbearer
Jun 1, 20252 min read
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The Plan
See, God has a plan. And it's a very intricate and intensive one. One that lasts for decades, centuries, and millennia. That's a long...

The Torchbearer
May 27, 20252 min read
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A Guide to Being Cordial
It isn't exactly easy to be cordial. Sometimes you have to put up with behavior that isn't conducive to what you're doing. I'm pretty...

The Torchbearer
May 27, 20252 min read
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That Last One Was So Good
Seriously, that last post was gold. Lightning in a bottle. Tried, True, and Tested. The three T's. In today's society your best thoughts...

The Torchbearer
May 23, 20252 min read
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What Does it Mean to be Close to Someone
This one's going to be a little different. You see, I started a new job today. Now I have had a TON of jobs. It's actually a point of ...

The Torchbearer
May 23, 20253 min read
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What it Means to Dive Right in
What does it mean to dive right in? That's actually a question for another time. Let's pick another topic. You know I do this every time....

The Torchbearer
May 22, 20252 min read
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Science Lesson from a Christian
Something magical happens when it storms. Something ionic, something neutralizing. Now those words do have meaning. But it's just a...

The Torchbearer
May 19, 20252 min read
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The Eagle Has Landed
When an eagle lands in it's nest, it feels at home. It's a hidden sanctuary in the sky. A fortress of impenetrable means. Well, mostly....

The Torchbearer
May 18, 20251 min read
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What is Joy?
I'm not particularly feeling joy right now. But I was thinking about what joy is anyway. It's sort of this silly feeling you get that...

The Torchbearer
May 17, 20252 min read
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